#TakingABreak #Self Discipline

Finally... I really feeling so tired and lazy...  I decided to take a break. 1 week holiday 21dec to 27dec in return, I have to work non stop 3weeks straight with 3 half day. I also decided to stop my morning work out and resume next year 2014....
Now my weight is 72kg is still consider over weight but I will continue workout till I'm in the right weight for my height and age...
#Prove #Photo #72kg #Jiayou

#LovelyViewers

So Far i would like to say thank u so much for reading my blog,i'm happy to see my viewers enjoy reading my blog.  You guys been a great reader and Loving my blog too. Not only this comment sweet words really make my day.....
Thank You everyone and have a blessed and awesome day ahead.....

Unfair

I did what u want... but still u not satisfied... Ya u lose something from me. Now u feel weird... why am I not nagging at u.... what u have say to me last time, I really take note... now my heart empty...  tired....  don't know what else u really want...  is already over so don't bother thinking... this time is good u never turn back...  continue walking ...I know one day u will be OK by just walking front and don't turn back..... don't find me when I'm sad...
Sincerely I love u so much that it hurts me when I do stuff u want...
Yes today the way I act is so really not me... this is what u want I deliver...  still weird then I don't know what else u want....
#Sorry #Hurts #Alone #Underblock #TakingFreshAir.....

Tired....

I'm so so tried....  feel tried.... I want to sleep but guess what working 2day....  1 week 5days working straight tmr finally off....
#WorkHard #Enough #$$$ #4Future

Fate

How much we don't want meet. Is fate... we meet again yesterday at same place. 1st I saw my friends at lrt. Now another person at my area.
I hope u will wake up and stop dreaming. I hope his not the guy for u.
I hope u will meet someone better then him. That can be there for u. Support u and show love by not just saying it for the sake of saying...
Sincerely From my heart...

#What'sOnMyMind...

I saw u, u saw me. So sad that we treat each other stranger....
Maybe in life u can have so many friends but only 1 or 2 will be there for u. I guess that's life...
#IAmOkay #Orange.... #Smile #itsokay

Never Expected!

Tbh I don't mine celebrate early birthday and belated cause it does not matter to me.
I did not expected that my birthday this year will be an awesome birthday.
Reason why I never expect anything but turn out I get Good memories.
I really appreciate #Sandy (MyLovelyGirl) who plan to celebrate advance birthday on 17 October(offset) cause I busy working.
IT was #simple #fun #awesome #hot #wet #food #paradises.....

On the 19 October midnight turn to 20 my darling gave me a sweet card with a sincere heart for me. I guess lion repersent me being a asshole bitch... haha ^_^ and orange will be my favorite color.

On 20 0ctober.... I wish that I will be able to eat pizza hut with my sweety prince. He grand my wish hehe ... cause he book in 10pm yeah!!
I so Happy but my family come late as usually I feel bad my darling have to rush home. Plus my family did not know darling coming it was a surprise  hahaha ^_^ that's why they take their time if they know I guess they will be early.

I have a great day with all the people I love include my friends but 2 can't attend so It's okay. This year is the best Birthday ever!!!

# Jealous #Lonely

I feel jealous after seeing my best friend celebrate her birthday with her family. What about me?? 
My birthday is just a normal day.
#Alone #Sadness #MoveOn #ForgetIt...
This is why I will never get excited during my birthday, to me is nth but just a crab shit day.

#Loss #6kg #1monthPlus

From 89kg and now I am 83kg.
This is the prove hehe.
Key is to go workout every morning at list 30min 6days per week. Loss slowly but in a healthy way. Stop drinking sweet drink substitute to fruit juice. YES u can drink sweet drink but once per month.  Drink lots of water to trow all the dirty water inside ur body. Eat less workout more ;) continue doing it and u will get ur target : D

#SELF #DISCIPLINE

17thJuly2013
Tired but I won't give up.
I have to be healthy. Everyday I when up the stairs breathe in fresh  air make me feel I'm so alive haha sound weird but it's nice going up and down. Water dropping from u hair hahaha sound more weird but that's facts..After that cardio for 20mins.Cool down breath in and out looking at the building looking down seeing human like ants. Just make my day.

#Headache #GoMassageChair

Yesterday during my break @ 4pm, I straight when to the massage chair I really cannot tahun. Need to take a nap so I nap about 48min as the same time massage my hold body nice at the end I feel good. HEADACHE a bit gone and body ache also gone for good hehe ^_^
I spend $12 on that chair OMG?!? @Jcube Level 3

#Headache #Worry

16th July 2013
Tuesday
Having a bad headache. My mum sick I can't take leave. I just want rest more but can't. I'm worry about my mum. I just have to pray to God lesser her pain and make a stronger.
My hold body feeling like want to collapse. But when I think about it..I have to bare with the fasting month. I need a lot of water I'm hydrated. But I can't need to tahun. I hope time fly fast I really want the ramadan to end as soon as possible cause I don't want skip fasting I want to try complete 1 month and God is testing me keep on give me this and that. But he knows me well then anyone else. I hope this Bad Headache Stop and body pain plus leg pain.

How I wish there is somebody with me that I can lent on.

#Missing #Something

16th July 2013
TUESDAY
0530AM
Missing Something Now!
EVERY time I hear this song it remind me of good memory I have with My Sweety and My Friends.
This song really make my heart relax.
#MissYong #MissMyGal(Sandy) #MissB3O1(Outing)MaoLer,SandyFriends  #MissMySoulMate(Zao) #MissMyBestFriend(HuaYing)
#MyMembers(?!)
#MissMyBuddy(Chukit )
Since I work and everyone have their own busy seclude it seem that is hard to meet again.
How I just wish I can really go back and have that.But in the end all of us will have unforgettable memory.

#FOOD #PARADISE

Soon I'm going to post all of the dishes I have try in Singapore. Not Many but at list I will share with my viewers what I think and like about the dish or not to my liking.

#Yes who in this world HATE food right. Everyone love FOod.

I just can't wait to go futher more to try many dishes.

WHAT'S UR FAVORITE FOOD??!
ME #Ban Mian #Seafood Agio Olio #Sotong Hitam #Nasi Goreng Ikan Bills & Mee Kuah
From #CHINESE #ITALIAN #MALAY #INDIAN

NEXT I WOULD LOVE TO TRY different kind like #MEXICAN #THAI and lot's more.

My sweety LOVE Japanese Food which I don't really into sushi.
I Feel that after a while I became Sian of their food.

I know we human almost 90% of us love Japanese food but I'm one of the 10% not into Japanese Food. I find their food is BORING. But there is 1 Japanese Noodles I love the Most #UDON my all favorite. I would only eat that if I were in a Japanese restaurant. What about u guys?!
The Photo that u saw is just the Beginning.

Daily TimeTable & GoodNews

15th july 2013
Every Monday to Saturday
I'm working. Start at 11.30am
8am I will wake up and change to sports attire. Workout for 30min.
Then cool down.
After that go bath and get ready for work.
Although this Month is fasting month I never stop my workout.
The good thing about my workout,
although raining I still can do it.
Because I more to Indoor workout. Like gym type.

Sunday will be my OFF DAy mean rest NO workout at all. Mostly this dayj I will spend at home with my sweety.He Play LOL I sleep beside him.
Yesterday I go buy fruits for his family can't go empty handed right. So I bought #pear #banana 1 more I don't know how to spell hehe ^_^
Then his Father give me Mango hehe.

More good News!!!
My boss decided to increase my pay for weekend only FRI,SAT,SUN $2 MORE yeah!!! 
$10 per hrs
More money coming hehe. So basically I do love what I'm doing now saving money, work and make myself busy 24/7
Simple yet great plus healthy.

Okay viewers I have no longer have anything to say I will update agian OK ; )

#LossingWeight #BeHealthy #LoveWhatIDoNow

MONDAY 15TH JULY 2013
Hello Views
I'M SO BACK
hehe I just upload my blog app and now everyday I can post what I want YEAH!!!

TODAY TOPIC
Will be about my work out. Basically I am starting to loss weight healthy.
Recently I having leg cramp and body back pain. I come to realize I need to change. Maybe cause I over weight too much since I work at takumi tokyo. Now I'm working else where which is good near my home. At the same time I am able to go work out.

In 1 week I work out 6day.
1day 30min
What I do is walk up the staircase till 24floor up and down after that 20min cardio (small jog)

Last time I'm 79kg I gain 10kg when I work at TAKUMI Tokyo that will be 89kg .
Now my current weight I loss 4kg so now I'm 85kg.
My target is to get 50kg.
What I did is I No longer drink sweet drink I change to fruit juice and plain water. NO more Coke,Sprite and etc.
I eat less but I do have protein and meat just a bit.

Tbh is not EASY to loss weight healthy. It takes time but I have to. I too over weight. I hope I could get 50kg I don't mine loss weight slow as long us I am healthy.

I did a research if u loss weight fast.
U have to see doctor cause is impossible to loss 5kg in a week at most 2kg per week.

So for girls out there is possible to loss weight but patients is the key.
Jiayou to myself and the people out there That one make ur live change.
Don't give up.

ALLAH GIVE WHAT I WANT

To be honest i believe in god. He is the only one will help u and give what u want but not on the spot.
But years later.....
He grant my SISTER BROTHER and MINE wish to have a kitten to play with and we get them.
After that i pray to god that i want to have a boyfriend that have no EX girlfriend and YES i did have.
I thought all guys will have ex so i give up but i didn't know until i asked him after we get together like 2 weeks later that i was his first love. It give me a shock. He is average looking guy but to others girl see him they say HANDSOME but me, nope he is not handsome hehe. Then i also told myself that when i already have a bf i will stick to that person forever till his my HUSBAND. I really pray hard that he will be mine forever till i die.
There is a lot of things that we pray god did give it to us and tbh u can really feel it.
I believe in ALLAH that he give as the will of power that we have in as.
I believe he will grand my wish to achieve my golds as the same time i have to work hard too. hehe ^_^

LITTLE GIRL DAIRIES

When i was a little girl i <3 dairies.

I have a lot of dairies with me. Inside i wrote what happen to me.

What i really want in life.

When i was a little girl I dream of being a scientists after that fashion designer follow by being a chef

lastly detective solve crime. 

This are the stuff that i want to have in my career. 

Any of those category I'm into it will make me happy.

Now i am in more to cooking life all around me is food. 

More creativity and i have to go out of Singapore if i really want to be a great chef.

Try food that is beyond unexpected. So the first thing is i will try a lot of good food in Singapore. 

As we all know Singapore is a food paradise full of unit taste of food.

Now i am planing to work for 1 year to earn 10K to go SUNRICE Academy to take diploma certificate. 

I will have to work extremely hard to get in degree at Le Cordon Bleu is in France. After i achieve what i want i will process to hands on more and have the balance of skills. 

When i grow old i decided to be a lecturer and teach the younger generation chef.

I just PRAY TO GOD and hope that he can give me last chance so that i can achieve my dream as a LITTLE GIRL back then. I PRAY and HOPE it won't be a waste. Ya ALLAH i begging u PLS give me this one last chance. I believe i will achieve my gold because i want my grandfather to feel good and proud of his granddaughter. I don't want to disappoint him as he have already help me a lot in so many different way.

SADNESS BEYOND CONTROL

I know you are sad. Due to that i have made up my mind.
I hope you understand.
Sometimes why i change topic because i don't want your face turn into sadness and hurt.
Is not like I am enjoying doing this. Every night you and me are sad because of that 1 particular thing that happen. But i try to forget it but you just make it more and more worst. I am trying my best to hold everything inside me alright. I told you the truth so that when it happen you are totally ready.
CAN'T U JUST UNDERSTAND ME!!!
I don't want you keep stuff to yourself share it with me what are ur thoughts.
But PLS stop making stuff worst is not going to be a good end, you know that early.
So lets just FORGET everything include what they have say to us.

I MISS WHAT I ALWAYS DO!!!

Do you ever feel like something is missing.
I do a lot. Since i work starting my IA on 2012 July till now 2013 march.
I deeply miss what i do always.
Yes every month i earn great amount of $$$$ but there is something missing.
The life that u want. What u really <3 to do is GONE for good.
I MISS :
#Swimming #Cycle-ling #Badminton #Watch Drama #Download Music Under Any Blocks
#Shopping #Movie #Go Attraction Place #Library #Hang Out with Friends till late night
#Blog #All Alone time by yourself and lots more.

Will i be able to have all of this back??
We i be able to be like my old self??
Hmmm i will see about that. I hope my 2nd job i will have more time for myself for 1 day off and 4day goimg home early that usual always end at 10pm.

LOVE UNBREAKABLE

21/03/2013 Thursday

<3 are so powerful. Something that i could never imagine. After having someone that i <3 the most.
I can't bare see him HURT and now is even harder to leave the person that is already part of you.
AMAZING right. I have never though that i would <3 someone badly.
After what happen yesterday knowing the story that you told me. i will NEVER leave your side ever.
No matter how hard you could be, i will try my best to be there for you.

That Night we will never FORGET what happen to us. We have Share a lot of story's together.
I can see u really can't leave me. With the Red eyes telling me u will change. Its time for me to change too.
For the better, we both need to clap together.<3 can be so Painful but that's how we overcome many lies in us. Lies that finally kill u and then make u realize is wrong to lie. Especially ur <3 ones.
People need 2nd chance i guess i need to give in for the good and for the both of us.
I learn a lot of things about love. To give in no matter what.
Be Kind and Stop doing bad stuff to each other. Just treasure the time we spend.
All couple fight but we learn what our partner hate and love.
That's where we will rise and get stronger as best couple, best family till we die.
Understanding has to be in the relationship without this we will fail and fall deeply into the ground.
TREASURE UR LOVE, TREASURE URSELF AND LOVE WHO U LOVE AND NEVER REGRET LATER, BY THEN IS TOO LATE.

I pray and hope u will be the only one for me.The stuff that we talk about staying together till we die i hope we keep what we have say to each other. treasure one another. love are blind .
I WILL MISS YOU, LOVE YOU, HUG YOU WHEN U NEED ME, BE AT UR SIDE FOREVER AND EVER ...... PROMISE!

I'M BACK & BUSY DUE TO WORK!!

Hello Blog Views,
I'm back I'm Back
SORRY for the supper late update.
My life is so busy every single day thanks to my job.
It make me lost so much time after thinking about it.
You see now i am working @ Takumi Tokyo the place is hidden in an island called KEPPEL
(never hear of it right) is near Harbour Front.
It takes 5 to 10 min walk in depending on your walking speed.
My job is a split shift 11am to 3pm then 2hr break what mostly we do is SLEEP.
Then Resume 5pm to 10pm. Everyday i reach home late.
My sweetheart LOVE to send me home first and make himself walk home.
He don't feel save for me going home alone in my area. OVERPROTECTIVE but i love it.
He always feel tired but never complain so i decided why not i change job.
☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
I did plan, what i should do. i decided to work at Takumi Tokyo for only 2days per week.
I got a NEW job we pass our INTERVIEW and all we need to do is go training on the 8 April 2013.
I and My darling will be working at HYATT Hotel which is at Orchard area. The time is GREAT.
We can choose to work at 7 am to 3 pm/11 am to 6 pm/5 pm to 12 midnight.
So now i am working 2 jobs. 4 days in a week will be at HYATT Hotel.
Every Saturday will be my OFF DAY.
☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
AWESOME! why i need work 2 job easy i target myself to earn 10k to futher my studies and that's my dream. To get the BEST Diploma Certificate. So Jiayou!! Jiayou!! Jiayou!! to me and my sweetheart.