To be honest i believe in god. He is the only one will help u and give what u want but not on the spot.
But years later.....
He grant my SISTER BROTHER and MINE wish to have a kitten to play with and we get them.
After that i pray to god that i want to have a boyfriend that have no EX girlfriend and YES i did have.
I thought all guys will have ex so i give up but i didn't know until i asked him after we get together like 2 weeks later that i was his first love. It give me a shock. He is average looking guy but to others girl see him they say HANDSOME but me, nope he is not handsome hehe. Then i also told myself that when i already have a bf i will stick to that person forever till his my HUSBAND. I really pray hard that he will be mine forever till i die.
There is a lot of things that we pray god did give it to us and tbh u can really feel it.
I believe in ALLAH that he give as the will of power that we have in as.
I believe he will grand my wish to achieve my golds as the same time i have to work hard too. hehe ^_^
Sunday, March 24, 2013
LITTLE GIRL DAIRIES
When i was a little girl i <3 dairies.
I have a lot of dairies with me. Inside i wrote what happen to me.
What i really want in life.
When i was a little girl I dream of being a scientists after that fashion designer follow by being a chef
lastly detective solve crime.
This are the stuff that i want to have in my career.
Any of those category I'm into it will make me happy.
Now i am in more to cooking life all around me is food.
More creativity and i have to go out of Singapore if i really want to be a great chef.
Try food that is beyond unexpected. So the first thing is i will try a lot of good food in Singapore.
As we all know Singapore is a food paradise full of unit taste of food.
Now i am planing to work for 1 year to earn 10K to go SUNRICE Academy to take diploma certificate.
I will have to work extremely hard to get in degree at Le Cordon Bleu is in France. After i achieve what i want i will process to hands on more and have the balance of skills.
When i grow old i decided to be a lecturer and teach the younger generation chef.
I just PRAY TO GOD and hope that he can give me last chance so that i can achieve my dream as a LITTLE GIRL back then. I PRAY and HOPE it won't be a waste. Ya ALLAH i begging u PLS give me this one last chance. I believe i will achieve my gold because i want my grandfather to feel good and proud of his granddaughter. I don't want to disappoint him as he have already help me a lot in so many different way.
SADNESS BEYOND CONTROL
I know you are sad. Due to that i have made up my mind.
I hope you understand.
Sometimes why i change topic because i don't want your face turn into sadness and hurt.
Is not like I am enjoying doing this. Every night you and me are sad because of that 1 particular thing that happen. But i try to forget it but you just make it more and more worst. I am trying my best to hold everything inside me alright. I told you the truth so that when it happen you are totally ready.
CAN'T U JUST UNDERSTAND ME!!!
I don't want you keep stuff to yourself share it with me what are ur thoughts.
But PLS stop making stuff worst is not going to be a good end, you know that early.
So lets just FORGET everything include what they have say to us.
I hope you understand.
Sometimes why i change topic because i don't want your face turn into sadness and hurt.
Is not like I am enjoying doing this. Every night you and me are sad because of that 1 particular thing that happen. But i try to forget it but you just make it more and more worst. I am trying my best to hold everything inside me alright. I told you the truth so that when it happen you are totally ready.
CAN'T U JUST UNDERSTAND ME!!!
I don't want you keep stuff to yourself share it with me what are ur thoughts.
But PLS stop making stuff worst is not going to be a good end, you know that early.
So lets just FORGET everything include what they have say to us.
Thursday, March 21, 2013
I MISS WHAT I ALWAYS DO!!!
Do you ever feel like something is missing.
I do a lot. Since i work starting my IA on 2012 July till now 2013 march.
I deeply miss what i do always.
Yes every month i earn great amount of $$$$ but there is something missing.
The life that u want. What u really <3 to do is GONE for good.
I MISS :
#Swimming #Cycle-ling #Badminton #Watch Drama #Download Music Under Any Blocks
#Shopping #Movie #Go Attraction Place #Library #Hang Out with Friends till late night
#Blog #All Alone time by yourself and lots more.
Will i be able to have all of this back??
We i be able to be like my old self??
Hmmm i will see about that. I hope my 2nd job i will have more time for myself for 1 day off and 4day goimg home early that usual always end at 10pm.
I do a lot. Since i work starting my IA on 2012 July till now 2013 march.
I deeply miss what i do always.
Yes every month i earn great amount of $$$$ but there is something missing.
The life that u want. What u really <3 to do is GONE for good.
I MISS :
#Swimming #Cycle-ling #Badminton #Watch Drama #Download Music Under Any Blocks
#Shopping #Movie #Go Attraction Place #Library #Hang Out with Friends till late night
#Blog #All Alone time by yourself and lots more.
Will i be able to have all of this back??
We i be able to be like my old self??
Hmmm i will see about that. I hope my 2nd job i will have more time for myself for 1 day off and 4day goimg home early that usual always end at 10pm.
LOVE UNBREAKABLE
21/03/2013 Thursday
<3 are so powerful. Something that i could never imagine. After having someone that i <3 the most.
I can't bare see him HURT and now is even harder to leave the person that is already part of you.
AMAZING right. I have never though that i would <3 someone badly.
After what happen yesterday knowing the story that you told me. i will NEVER leave your side ever.
No matter how hard you could be, i will try my best to be there for you.
That Night we will never FORGET what happen to us. We have Share a lot of story's together.
I can see u really can't leave me. With the Red eyes telling me u will change. Its time for me to change too.
For the better, we both need to clap together.<3 can be so Painful but that's how we overcome many lies in us. Lies that finally kill u and then make u realize is wrong to lie. Especially ur <3 ones.
People need 2nd chance i guess i need to give in for the good and for the both of us.
I learn a lot of things about love. To give in no matter what.
Be Kind and Stop doing bad stuff to each other. Just treasure the time we spend.
All couple fight but we learn what our partner hate and love.
That's where we will rise and get stronger as best couple, best family till we die.
Understanding has to be in the relationship without this we will fail and fall deeply into the ground.
TREASURE UR LOVE, TREASURE URSELF AND LOVE WHO U LOVE AND NEVER REGRET LATER, BY THEN IS TOO LATE.
I pray and hope u will be the only one for me.The stuff that we talk about staying together till we die i hope we keep what we have say to each other. treasure one another. love are blind .
I WILL MISS YOU, LOVE YOU, HUG YOU WHEN U NEED ME, BE AT UR SIDE FOREVER AND EVER ...... PROMISE!
<3 are so powerful. Something that i could never imagine. After having someone that i <3 the most.
I can't bare see him HURT and now is even harder to leave the person that is already part of you.
AMAZING right. I have never though that i would <3 someone badly.
After what happen yesterday knowing the story that you told me. i will NEVER leave your side ever.
No matter how hard you could be, i will try my best to be there for you.
That Night we will never FORGET what happen to us. We have Share a lot of story's together.
I can see u really can't leave me. With the Red eyes telling me u will change. Its time for me to change too.
For the better, we both need to clap together.<3 can be so Painful but that's how we overcome many lies in us. Lies that finally kill u and then make u realize is wrong to lie. Especially ur <3 ones.
People need 2nd chance i guess i need to give in for the good and for the both of us.
I learn a lot of things about love. To give in no matter what.
Be Kind and Stop doing bad stuff to each other. Just treasure the time we spend.
All couple fight but we learn what our partner hate and love.
That's where we will rise and get stronger as best couple, best family till we die.
Understanding has to be in the relationship without this we will fail and fall deeply into the ground.
TREASURE UR LOVE, TREASURE URSELF AND LOVE WHO U LOVE AND NEVER REGRET LATER, BY THEN IS TOO LATE.
I pray and hope u will be the only one for me.The stuff that we talk about staying together till we die i hope we keep what we have say to each other. treasure one another. love are blind .
I WILL MISS YOU, LOVE YOU, HUG YOU WHEN U NEED ME, BE AT UR SIDE FOREVER AND EVER ...... PROMISE!
I'M BACK & BUSY DUE TO WORK!!
Hello Blog Views,
I'm back I'm Back
SORRY for the supper late update.
My life is so busy every single day thanks to my job.
It make me lost so much time after thinking about it.
You see now i am working @ Takumi Tokyo the place is hidden in an island called KEPPEL
(never hear of it right) is near Harbour Front.
It takes 5 to 10 min walk in depending on your walking speed.
My job is a split shift 11am to 3pm then 2hr break what mostly we do is SLEEP.
Then Resume 5pm to 10pm. Everyday i reach home late.
My sweetheart LOVE to send me home first and make himself walk home.
He don't feel save for me going home alone in my area. OVERPROTECTIVE but i love it.
He always feel tired but never complain so i decided why not i change job.
I did plan, what i should do. i decided to work at Takumi Tokyo for only 2days per week.
I got a NEW job we pass our INTERVIEW and all we need to do is go training on the 8 April 2013.
I and My darling will be working at HYATT Hotel which is at Orchard area. The time is GREAT.
We can choose to work at 7 am to 3 pm/11 am to 6 pm/5 pm to 12 midnight.
So now i am working 2 jobs. 4 days in a week will be at HYATT Hotel.
Every Saturday will be my OFF DAY.
AWESOME! why i need work 2 job easy i target myself to earn 10k to futher my studies and that's my dream. To get the BEST Diploma Certificate. So Jiayou!! Jiayou!! Jiayou!! to me and my sweetheart.
I'm back I'm Back
SORRY for the supper late update.
My life is so busy every single day thanks to my job.
It make me lost so much time after thinking about it.
You see now i am working @ Takumi Tokyo the place is hidden in an island called KEPPEL
(never hear of it right) is near Harbour Front.
It takes 5 to 10 min walk in depending on your walking speed.
My job is a split shift 11am to 3pm then 2hr break what mostly we do is SLEEP.
Then Resume 5pm to 10pm. Everyday i reach home late.
My sweetheart LOVE to send me home first and make himself walk home.
He don't feel save for me going home alone in my area. OVERPROTECTIVE but i love it.
He always feel tired but never complain so i decided why not i change job.
I did plan, what i should do. i decided to work at Takumi Tokyo for only 2days per week.
I got a NEW job we pass our INTERVIEW and all we need to do is go training on the 8 April 2013.
I and My darling will be working at HYATT Hotel which is at Orchard area. The time is GREAT.
We can choose to work at 7 am to 3 pm/11 am to 6 pm/5 pm to 12 midnight.
So now i am working 2 jobs. 4 days in a week will be at HYATT Hotel.
Every Saturday will be my OFF DAY.
AWESOME! why i need work 2 job easy i target myself to earn 10k to futher my studies and that's my dream. To get the BEST Diploma Certificate. So Jiayou!! Jiayou!! Jiayou!! to me and my sweetheart.
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