Reflection on Myself
From now onward i wont be soft anymore i will be the hard core person the last time when i'm in secondary life I'm so going back to the Original Me.
Just don't step on me if u did and it touch my Red Line that's it i wont even give a dam on how u feel anymore.
Why i say this cause My Best Friend told me i have change and even someone close to me says the same things.The things is i getting soft plus caring.
Cause last time my character is i don't give a dam on how u feel i wont apologies. But now i did apologies although is not even my mistake.
Siti Zulaikha WAKE UP!! GET BACK TO UR OLD SELF!! THIS IS NOT U ANYMORE!! BE WHO U REALLY ARE!! AND DO STUFF THAT U LOVE!! DON'T DO STUFF FOR PEOPLE THAT DON'T EVEN THINK OF U!!
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
06/06/2012 Wednesday
First i would like to thank the viewers as i know u guys are waiting for my next post.
Wahh 1 month i didn't blog. Cause i have NO TIME to blog.
I can say i was too busy with others stuff.
During this period of time a lot of things happening to me.
UP's and DOWN's situation.
KEYWORD Friends,Relationship plus School
The stuff that i really dislike and don't want this stuff happening to me:
Annoying/Quarrel/Trouble/Complicated/Got to Crack my Brain
Stuff that i tried to help and guess what they say I'm a bad person, mean and etc
Try to Be Understanding/Clean Up UR mass/Give In
But guess what you LIE and not Once, many times but still I forgive and forget.
And i don't understand why u guys love to create TROUBLE until now ???
Relationship:
Now i can say since the day someone enter my live.
Yes i knew that i getting SOFT and SOFT.
Is a good thing but after thinking about is HELL NO is a bad thing.
My word is still the same i still have the harsh words in me but now i take care of what i wanna say.
Yes i know i have broke your heart many times and my words is to painful to hear but this thing wont go away 100% it wont if this gone that show I'm not the original ZULAIKHA any more.
Complicated Yes but i can say i am a strong person.
I will overcome this situation although i dislike it to the max.
There is a good thing and bad thing but after hearing what my gal told me about guys and what i have saw
tsk!! really make me speak less...
But seriously i have a negative thinking under relationship.
School:
Hhaha!!! Now Holiday Crack Brain for the final exam and busy with project and etc.
Going to miss the memories in school with my gal.
Today Mood was BAD.
I did everything in my list
Wash my Blacks Clothes
Clean My Room
Tidy the Papers on the floor
I should be happy but i'm not.
And i really dislike people never answer my question and they try to avoid it.
Not only this i'm sick and tired to talk to people when i have to repeat it a lot of times
i don't mind 3times but after that if u never answer me that's it i don't even bother wanna say anything to u
i'm still controlling my temper.
Just don't hit the Red Line
Overview:
I still have a lot of things i wanna say but is too long already.
After thinking about it having Everything is great
Now i have EVERYTHING
But will this last really long i can't see my future
I only can say i will have a career and if i have to choose between
RELATIONSHIP and CAREER
i want BOTH i will do all i got to PROVE my friends that
U don't have to choose between this two u can have both
is just the matter that you want or not and can u manage it.
First i would like to thank the viewers as i know u guys are waiting for my next post.
Wahh 1 month i didn't blog. Cause i have NO TIME to blog.
I can say i was too busy with others stuff.
During this period of time a lot of things happening to me.
UP's and DOWN's situation.
KEYWORD Friends,Relationship plus School
The stuff that i really dislike and don't want this stuff happening to me:
Annoying/Quarrel/Trouble/Complicated/Got to Crack my Brain
Stuff that i tried to help and guess what they say I'm a bad person, mean and etc
Try to Be Understanding/Clean Up UR mass/Give In
But guess what you LIE and not Once, many times but still I forgive and forget.
And i don't understand why u guys love to create TROUBLE until now ???
Relationship:
Now i can say since the day someone enter my live.
Yes i knew that i getting SOFT and SOFT.
Is a good thing but after thinking about is HELL NO is a bad thing.
My word is still the same i still have the harsh words in me but now i take care of what i wanna say.
Yes i know i have broke your heart many times and my words is to painful to hear but this thing wont go away 100% it wont if this gone that show I'm not the original ZULAIKHA any more.
Complicated Yes but i can say i am a strong person.
I will overcome this situation although i dislike it to the max.
There is a good thing and bad thing but after hearing what my gal told me about guys and what i have saw
tsk!! really make me speak less...
But seriously i have a negative thinking under relationship.
School:
Hhaha!!! Now Holiday Crack Brain for the final exam and busy with project and etc.
Going to miss the memories in school with my gal.
Today Mood was BAD.
I did everything in my list
Wash my Blacks Clothes
Clean My Room
Tidy the Papers on the floor
I should be happy but i'm not.
And i really dislike people never answer my question and they try to avoid it.
Not only this i'm sick and tired to talk to people when i have to repeat it a lot of times
i don't mind 3times but after that if u never answer me that's it i don't even bother wanna say anything to u
i'm still controlling my temper.
Just don't hit the Red Line
Overview:
I still have a lot of things i wanna say but is too long already.
After thinking about it having Everything is great
Now i have EVERYTHING
But will this last really long i can't see my future
I only can say i will have a career and if i have to choose between
RELATIONSHIP and CAREER
i want BOTH i will do all i got to PROVE my friends that
U don't have to choose between this two u can have both
is just the matter that you want or not and can u manage it.
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